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I'm so sorry
Your roommate heard me singing from beneath your bed sheets
I'm so sorry that I finished all the beer
I never warned you
That alcoholism runs in my family
September's a long time from now
And I'm not even allowed to miss him
My entire existence makes him so so so sad
But the thought of him loose from my life has me petrified
So petrified
'Cause he'll toss a friend out of spite since he lives for yesterday
Fuel my misery to calm your conscience
It's a stupid excuse to taunt me
Erase all our sorrows and discontent
Erase all such malice as well
His memory smells like lemongrass
Watered down ever so profusely
And if I could lay with someone else
Why does he still antagonize me so
It's nothing more than just a fuck
'Cause I'm just so sick you can't touch
Beneath my heart's callus I'll need some more
I'm not your own personal whore
'Cause if death called me today
He'd be considered the love of my life
Cause I was the most beautiful girl in his world
Once upon a time
His memory smells like lemongrass
Watered down ever so profusely
And if I could lay with someone else
Why does he still antagonize me so
His memory smells like lemongrass
Watered down ever so profusely
And if I could lay with someone else
Why does he still antagonize me so
You think you can treat me like a damn dog
You're the brightest gas light in the world
I've said my empty apologies
The damage to my heart is done
If death called me today
He'd be considered the love of my life
'Cause I was the most beautiful girl in his world
Once upon a time
Yes if death called me today
He'd be considered the love of my life
'Cause I was the most beautiful girl in his world
Once upon a time
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2. |
Redlow Boy
03:18
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Redlow Boy
Why'd you gotta leave me on the floor
Leave me on the floor to beg
Beg for a better tomorrow with you
Janie girl
How does it feel to be his rockstar
How does it feel to be by his side now
To rest easy by his side as his rockstar
But I don't sleep soundly at night
Knowing I can never speak to him again
But I know he sleeps soundly without me
Redlow Boy
I hope she hugs and kisses you tightly
Like I would
Like I did
I hope she takes good care of you like I would have
And since my heart is broken
My mind is broken too by you
But mostly me too
And when you called me mental
I remembered why I hesitated the first time we kissed
Yeah I don't sleep soundly at night
Knowing I can never speak to him again
But I know he sleeps soundly without me
Redlow boy
Why'd you gotta throw me in the trash
Leave me in the bin to scream
And beg for no better tomorrow without you
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Magic on my mind
04:36
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Ooooo I got this magic on my mind
I see you've kept your options open
Upped your game for this other bassist
Now you know my true colors show
Now you see we're not meant to be
Now you know my true colors show
I thought you'd see
(oooooo)
It was just magic on my mind
Look your bitch is passed out on the grass
He needs a girl who can keep together
But he can hardly keep his thoughts together
Now you know my true colors show
Now you see we're not meant to be
Now you know my true colors show
(oooooo)
I thought you'd see
Now you know my true colors show
Now you see we're not meant to be
Now you know my true colors show
(oooooo)
I thought you'd see
It was just magic on my mind
Oh oh
It was just magic on my mind
Oh oh
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Pictures of
05:02
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Turn on the light so I can see my beauty better
I guess there's a reason we're not together
Turn on the light so I can see her beauty better
Is there a reason he keeps liking my pictures of
Picture of me
I'm sick of seeing these pictures
Pictures of him and his girlfriend
I wish he didn't have a girlfriend
It's making me thirst
I wish he didn't love his girlfriend
It's making me itch
I wish he met me first
I wish there were some pictures
Pictures of me
I wish he didn't have a girlfriend
It's making me thirst
I wish he didn't love his girlfriend
It's making me itch
I wish he met me first
I wish there were some pictures
Pictures of me
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5. |
Two Steps
05:07
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When he spoke her name
Forever loveless in vain
You could see it all
Through his loveless eyes
I wanted everything
I settled for anything so I can have him now
Tonight
If I could have anything
If I could say anything
Then it's over
Then it's over
Your silence says it all
You caught her when she'd fall
You used up all your love
And left none for me
When I yelled insane
When I cried in shame
You didn't feel the same
Regress to selfless blame
If I could have anything
If I could say anything
Then it's over
Then it's over
If I could have one true kiss
If I could say no to this
Then it's over
Then it's over
Hold him
It only takes one step
He'd stumble over two steps
Could I
Hold him
It only takes one step
He's stumble over two steps
Could I
Would I
Should I
If I could have anything
If I could say anything
Then it's over
Then it's over
If I could have one true kiss
If I could say no to this
Then it's over
Now it's over
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6. |
Something More
02:59
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I've tried to trade my sickness for something more
I swear I'd never heard of someone take my apprehension so offensively
Is it just me or am I living blind
Or just living dead
I owe my professors a damn good explanation now
But if I kill myself now
It'll cost more to keep it clean
Is it just me or am I living blind
Or just living dead
But I don't quite think I'd get better
The tiding is just never right
Cause I'd rather put up a fight
Let me see your eyes roll again
So I can knock them back the way they fucking came
Help me oh help me please help me
Oh never mind I'm just fucking fine
Is it just me or am I living blind
Or just living dead
Ahhhhh
But I don't quite think I'd get better
The tiding is just never right
Cause I don't think I'm made quite right
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Daughter in the dark
03:35
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In the dark alone
In a place I wouldn't call my home
I wrote a letter to my lover
But he was all just in my mind
In the dark alone
In a place she mistook for her home
And when she found her way to the light
I was her daughter in the dark
In the night alone
When death comes
I hope that I am predisposed
God has promised us anyway
There will be a light
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This is a story about a girl
A something simple kind of girl
A really wonderful type of woman
With a girl stuck deep in the brain
In which her mother couldn't tame
Little girl above the world
Come on down before we lose you
Little girl above the world
Little girl above the world
Hurry down before they steal you
Little girl above those Houston Skies
She'd rather die
She'd rather die
Little girl above the world
Come on down
You'll break a bone
Little girl above the world
Little girl above the world
There's no one there to break your fall
Little girl above those Texas skies
She'd rather die
She'd rather die
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9. |
Winter Sadness
02:29
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It's some type of winter sadness
Where the sun is set
And your body feels a need for warmth and comfort
It's a somber type of setting
It's beautiful to see
Then it looks like earth's feet
And they feel so damn cold
And your mind is dying
And your soul is numb to the touch
It's a type of sadness that keeps you in the snow
No light in sight
It's the worst type of sadness
A sadness no one knows
A sadness no one hears
And no heart can recover
Left in the smother
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Let me get to love you
03:48
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I want to get to love you
I want the moon and stars to align
So that I'll know that your mine
All mine
I want to get to feel you
I want your palms on my cheeks
I want to know that you're mind
All mine
Oooo
I want to get to love you
Through and through
Only you
Oooo
Let me get to love you
Through and through
Only you
And perhaps maybe we'll kiss someday
I cannot wait for our lives to collide
Can't wait to have you by my side
So that you could be mine
All mine
I want your head up against my chest
Come and sink deep into my arms
I gotta know that you're mine
All mine
Oooo
I want to get to love you
Through and through
Only you
Oooo
Let me get to love you
Through and through
Only you
And perhaps maybe we'll kiss someday
And perhaps maybe we'll kiss someday
Just let me get to love you
Cause I'm the only one dreaming
Will you ever be mine
All mine
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If you say
05:29
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If you say there's nothing wrong with me
Then what the hell is so great about her
If you say I didn't do anything wrong
Then what did she do to deserve you
If you say there's nothing broke that could be fixed
Then why is my heart still broken
If you say that I'm more than that
Then why do you let the phone ring
It's okay
I'll bet she can't play piano like me
Anyway
It's alright
I'll bet you and her can't jam
Like me and you could together
If you say you don't want a relationship soon
Then why did you say yes to her
If you say I take things way too far
Then won't you consider that I've
Fallen for you
It's okay
I think I can live without you anyway
It's alright
I've got a hell of a lot of growing up to do
Anyway
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12. |
Heart Itch
02:18
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Death row’s pride
03:56
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I think I still got some room to pretend
With my ideal sociopath
This taboo enigma
It's one of a kind
He'll come and manipulate me from the dead
Abandoned by his mother
He's left to hurt the others
Now he'll grow to lead a callous life
It's a pointless life
With a filthy conscience
It's a pointless life without a woman by his side
So he'll choose his own fate
With the ultimate demise
Thoughts of murder suicide
With Jesus by their side
And this thirst to kill
Oooooooo
Somewhere near human will
I gotta get myself together with this morbid pleasure
I'd be used to the abuse
From death row's pride
Through his hands
The devil spoke
No guilt inside
Just his death row's pride
Challenging mortality
No fear inside
It's his death row's pride
Oooooo
Nowhere near human will
I gotta get myself together
With this morbid pleasure
I'd be used to the abuse
From death row's pride
Through his hands
The devil spoke
No guilt inside
Just his death row's pride
Challenging mortality
No fear inside
It's his death row's pride
Through his hands
The devil spoke
No guilt inside
Just his death row's pride
Challenging mortality
No fear inside
It's his death row's pride
Through his hands
The devil spoke
(I think I still got some room to pretend)
No guilt inside
just his death row's pride
(I think I still got some room to pretend)
Challenging Mortality
(I think I still got some room to pretend)
No fear inside
(I think I still got some room to pretend)
It's his death row's pride
Through his hands
The devil spoke
(Ahh)
No guilt inside
just his death row's pride
(Ahh)
Challenging mortality
(Ahh)
No fear inside
(Ahh)
That's his death row's pride
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14. |
Scienoid
04:29
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It's a scienoid
Another kiss
A hit and miss
It's a scienoid
What of this
So humanless
Oooooooo
It's slipping far away
Only the best are elected to stay
It's slipping far away
Only the best are elected to stay
It's slipping far away
Only the best are elected to stay
It's slipping far away
Scienoid
Scienoid
Scienoid
(It's slipping far away)
(Only the best are elected to stay)
Scienoid ah
(It's slipping far away)
(Only the best are elected to stay)
Oooooo
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Theda Jane Texas
Theda Jane (Ileana Blanco) is an American indie-pop/alternative singer-songwriter musician from south Texas. In March 2019, she released her debut album Rotten Teeth and in 2023, she released her second album. Theda Jane infuses sounds of classical music and alternative pop music with hypnotic bass lines and heartfelt singing. ... more
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